TAP part 2
today i found out you were leaving. you were moving away. it was literally like a boulder being dropped from the sky and pumbling my body into pieces. i didn’t want to believe kasey when she told me, but when she whipped around with tears in her eyes, i knew it was true. why didn’t you tell me..o yeah because we aren’t best friends anymore and you dont have to tell me anything anymore. what am i supposed to do..i never got to apologize, i never got to tell you how i felt…i never got to tell you how ashamed of myself i am. i can’t believe i took down our friendship because of a boy, and now youre moving away. ill never get to restart with you..we’ll never be best friends again. this other girl cried & shes only known you for a year..sadly, i have known you for only 2 & a half years..but it feels like a life time. i photograph of each memory i have popped into my head when i thought about you never being in my life again. i was so shocked i was only sobbing out of one eye. when you told me you wanted to take those two girls with you…it broke my heart because this time last year i would have been one of those girls…but now thats just a hope. all the memories we shared together still run through my head when i see you. the day you drive away is the day i will cry because youre leaving & i never said how i felt. i hope that when you think about moving away from your friends, im one of them you think about because you being more than 15 minutes away from me will make me wonder about you even more. i hope you have a wonderful new life waiting for you, i wish you good luck, good health & good friends. love you
